#They tell me keep it simple how to#

'It's hard to explain, and I know sometimes the rush women get from giving birth is a high-like rush, but I have been OBSESSED with watching him take care of our baby. He fell in love with him instantly, and he's been a doting, loving dad since day one, and.I have never been more attracted to him. He cried through the delivery and never once left our son's side. But, on May 26, 2022, the day we had our son (his first biological son), he cried. He's been the most handsome man I've ever seen. Whether it be his personality, quirks, or even situations that are irritating. 'There has never been a time I thought my spouse was unattractive. I was just going to let myself die because I was exhausted and miserable! Thanks for intervening!''Ģ0. In his mind, it was nothing much because 'You were on the right track, but you had a lot on your plate and needed help!' I just nod and agree because what else do I say? 'I actually wasn’t.

He even helped me budget so I could finally afford health insurance…which wasn’t a moment too soon, because I caught shit right in the nick of time. 'But he legit came in and helped me with mom’s estate and cheerleaded me into getting out of a dead-end career and put a stake in the heart of some severely toxic relationships I had. I never felt like I could be anything other than 'The Fixer.' 'The Doer.' 'The Person Who Always Knows What To Say.' 'The Reliable One.' I was not allowed to be negative.

#They tell me keep it simple how to#

'.Three years of taking care of a terminally ill parent taught me how to smile and bear it and feign positivity even when you’re running on empty. He’s a nervous, humble guy who doesn’t like undue pressure or praise, so I keep it to myself just how bad off I was before he showed up because - even in the aftermath of my mom’s death, and even in the face of some pretty nasty health problems (which I was just letting slide because I was so depressed, I was kind of hoping they’d kill me), I was very, VERY good at smiling and being charming.